[ posted by Mr.P @ 14:03 ] 0 Comments

Ok... it's late in the afternoon, i'm working till 6 today, yay! .. ok so what happenned yesterday? Yesterday was pretty productive actually, we cleaned, packed up the race track, talked about stuff.. and it was just good, i cleaned my room! thats it!

And i changed my bedsheets! Phwooar, theres a first time for everything!

Today, man today im freaking out, im talking to this guy, Stewart Swerdslow, he worked for the government for 25 years and was like hardcore into it, so anyway, what if everything i believe is false.. what if it is true but false also.. i dunno.. basically what if all my information is disinformation? what if the truth is, there is no truth.. no.. there has to be truth. It's so hard to find but, when we get morcels of truth along with chunks of lies, one thing i know, the truth is far far far stranger than fiction.

Most people would rather die than believe the truth.

So yeah, anyways.. what else.. well there is nothing else.

You know what i dont get, that the things that are going on are SO SO SO SO SO SOOOO fucking HUGE, yet such few care, like, i know, that, you know, people have different interests and lives, and that we cant really get bogged down on all the shit going on, but what i don't get, is the ammount of apathy towards these really interesting things that are happenning right now. I know that not everyone can be like me, and i wouldnt want them to be! But people need to become more aware about things going on that DIRECTLY affect them! Even the current free trade agreement between us and the U.S has massive implications for everyone here! Yet i reckon 90% of Australians don't even know what it is. Damn man, trade isn't about suits in offices with graphs and charts! It's about how we live, what we buy, how much it is, how we function and interact! Trade is the basis for civilization, and they're changing the rules without telling us!

You CAN be AWARE without having to get caught up in it!

WHY DON'T PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH?! ABOUT ANYTHING?

are we are all so comfortably numb!

The more comfortable you are...

The less likely you are to want to rock
the boat...

Or wake up.



Maybe this is the truth?..

   [ posted by Mr.P @ 16:26 ] 0 Comments

Ok, so im in a better mood today,
i'd be in a great mood if i didnt have customers calling me with their problems every 5 minutes,
but that's supposed to be my job,
so i just have to put up with it...


Umm.. yesterday, er, after work i went home, cleaned up made the house nice, tried to get the little X-trek car to work but it still doesn't so i'll have to take it back to K-Mart.

Toys rock, i've decided, cuz when you're young, you wish you were old so you could stay up and get the toys you want ,but then when you're old, you forget all that. Well, im not gonna let that happen, im gonna get toys! Lots of them! *Call*

ARGH i hate that damn *bEEp* ...

"G.E Pablo speaking.. ... oh *Mute* ... G.E Pablo Speaking"

Ok yeah so, anyway, turns out Stixx lost all his money and had to go back home or something, his dad called me up and reckons that Stixx has a depression and cant hold a job, which i reckon is B.S but you know, i can't say that, anyway, so we decided that the best option for Stixx's mental health is to have him move in with us (damn!) but his dad will pay board directly to my bank account (woohoo!). So we'll see how that works out..
As long as he keeps the place clean, doesn't have people over 24/7, doesn't hog the stereo and doesn't hog the loungeroom, i'll be fine. ..

Umm, what else, we practiced, that was allright, till i broke a string and we had to stop.



There's fires burning down California, i reckon it's cuz they voted for Schwarzenneger, but thats crap too cuz it was probably rigged, at the same time however, you'd have to be an idiot to let an idiot run your state.

"Idiots! Idiots rule!" - Jane's Addiction.

   [ posted by Mr.P @ 10:20 ] 0 Comments

Ok, so i'm really fucking shitty right now and this is the only way i can get it out.

ARGGGGHHHHHHH!! why does life have to SUCK so much some days?! It's so fucked, so first of all i have to get up an hour fuckin earlier cuz some dickhead farmers thought saving daylight would be a good idea, then i have to rush like crazy to find my stupid wallet which i will admit, is my fault, however i was tired when i put it away and i was tired in the morning, i cant just get up and remember everything i did while i was tired last night, enough of that, so i run out the door, run to the stupid fucking train, get there just in time so i cant buy a ticket, i decide upon taking the risk and catching the ticket rather than being late to work, STUPID IDEA, i get to Parra..

"Ticket please?"
"Oh, i was late can i buy one here?"
"No"
"Could you make it quick at least?"
"No"

Great, so i get a $200 fine, that's 2.3 days of work, a weeks rent, a new guitar fx pedal, it would probably feed 10 families in Somalia for a month..
But instead of being used for these wonderful things, it's going to consultants who can figure out how to fuck the public out of money just that little bit more...

Anyway, so i get to work and i have to tell Danny my team leader why i'm late, to him it's just an excuse, so already i look bad, then i tell him about the ticket and he asks me to show it to him so he knows it's true, he sighs, as if i already dont feel shit, "why dont you put your alarm on?" he asks... I DO PUT MY STUPID ALARM ON, I AM READY ON TIME, SOMETIMES THINGS HAPPEN IN THE MORNING WHICH I CANT HELP.
Whatever... it just shits me so much that i feel like i have the bad reputation of getting to work late even tho im sure im not as bad as some other people, yet it's always "pablo, pablo, pablo....".

Now i look bad at work, i feel bad, i'm $200 out of pocket, im whingeing about it which is even worse and well, im just crap.

If i'm late again im going to quit, cuz i hate feeling like shit, and even tho i know that i busted my ass to get here on time, it doesnt matter, to Danny it still looks bad and i've let him down, that makes me feel like shit.

Working sucks. Transit sucks. Trains suck & today, I suck too.


My weekend

Yeah ok so on the weekend i sucked too i think, friday nite.. went home... hung out slept, saturday.. hung out at home with rachel, slept, Sunday, hung out at home with kansas and al, bought a race track, slept. Thats about it.. Eilish got with Simo which i think is great, and rachel and stixx and raj went to gosford and then nimbin or byron i think, which is cool, i wish id gone instead of coming to work. I hate making the wrong decision, god is probably up there laughing at me going "pablo, pablo, pablo..."..

   [ posted by Mr.P @ 09:07 ] 0 Comments