write about the day as a story, form putting on the shoes to going out to print, seeing chay ya and asking for help, riding back and cleaning the front of the house, dana got home as you ate a lollypop you found in the rubbish outside, caroline shows and we sit room talk, things always work out, go out look 4 milo, backstreets knock on doors, girl cleaning yard, salvos bins, walk front, caroline spots, pick up guy yells, hang at pub w ozzy metalhed go back home um it rach and pix and louie walk in onthe right stuff, we dance and play hammer and axe and beats and go crazy, rage, sssudio, good things, that word, milo wont get off table caroline drags him off, hits head, smoke j's and chill the music to beat jazz as we sat and looked at the full moon and wished we had absynth, the casual flirt was back, produced by/. the tape in the machine was mixed love songs. rachel commnting all our lifes had changed for the better.
Dana got job today in hong kong, super excited, saturdays played on the ghetto blaster, had steaks with jessie and cleaned house with rachel. trained new guy josh at work..
Ghetto blaster bloc party, we had a mellow day, caroline and i went shopping for stuff, at the warehouse, while milo drank beers in the car, we got home and sat around and talked about rachel and her baby, then slowly set up outside, megs showed up in a taxi she was a little flabbergasted and excited, back from new zealand and leaving ben, she went to her room and loved her computer, we partied as people showed, everything great, good mix by milo and we danced and drunk and i chatted with lilly and saw the sparkle in her eye, steve did some raps, jesse carried the boombox and danced, zoe was there i didnt talk to her much, i should have, she was so drunk and laughed a lot, it was very cute, i got drunk and hung with dominca and got with her, silly, i came back in and jesse and pixie made out a little bit, the last three up were milo, dominca and i, next day jesse mad a 22 egg omelette and we all ate outside and chatted, it was one of those idyllic moments that you'd look back on as if a scene from the wonder years, people went inside and 'all my love' came on the radio, nick and jesse and i sat there drinking our beers and looking into the sky, i looked at our friendly bird neighbor, everything was perfect, milo wanted more beer i got annoyed and went in my room to pass out, got woken up at ten pm by Megs who wanted to watch aliens so we did, with rachel and louis, and at the end i was a bit stressed and so was megs, i slept downstairs with a knife ready in case burglars came, megs thought i was the burglar and sat up in her room freaked and waiting, until we both realized and laughed. The next day i was completely out of it and feeling bad about the weird romantic mishaps in my life lately, telling dana i liked her then living with her, breaking up with zoe but still liking her, kissing dominca when i knew i shouldnt have, its crazy, and i dont like confusion. So i went to the big day out and the day was pretty average, tall yobbos and dust, sunglasses and fences. Most bands were bad, Blue King Brown had the spirit, and Rage had the fire. I took part of a bad pill and almost lost myself, some guy ate my corn on the cob when i was at my weakest. I hate how they prey on your energy. Got back to find pixie and jesse and rachel and louis and megs at home, thank god, told them about my day and had a little bit of potato dinner that louis made, pixi registered rachels ohone and was super excited about doing it. slept on the couch and woke up to dana coming in saying hello and returning the $250 i lent her, she's coming for dinner tonight. I should have breakfast.
(29th of jan 2008)
I did have breakfast, much much later, two eggs, toast with philadelphia, heated potatoes that louis made and stood out the back talking to rachel about how she's stressed about the baby and louis and having to fill forms, we went to the mediterranean store to buy food for dinner and i cleaned up, louis helped, Ruslan called and informed me that they can give me the hours of 12 -5, 4 days a week, almost perfect hours! (if not perfect), sure less pay, but i can do many more things now!.. megs showed up and we sat and talked and had tea and louis placed the christmas lights in a different spot which should have been done months ago (they got in the way of the doors but we'd never thought of it, robbie has a crush on louis's new uppet creation) dana came over with grey and bethany, i kinda got the vibe bethany liked me, but i got the vibe grey liked me last time so im not sure whats going on, i made soup and we had ginos and tofu burgers, steve showed up and read spring your miracel and much was laughed about facilitating plagways, milo and caroline brought z and indigo over, took some photos and said goodbye to dana, gave her a big hug, the first time ive hugged her i think, and it was nice and she left and i got a little sad, and rachel was paranoid that the bathttub would fall on her while she slept (cuz the floor in the bathroom has a hole in it) and so they moved the bed and steve and i went into the room and i told steve i felt sad that dana left and bad about hurting zoe, he assured me this was all common and that all is fair in love and war, a time of transition he said, nothing wrong with pashing girls and shouldnt feel bad at this age, oh did i mention louis and i also made plans for our graffiti wall, yeah so steve and i stayed up watching futurama,